When I first started this blog I named it the Journey Inward. I spent a lot of time doing self help work and listening to my life. It was beneficial and helpful at the time.
This morning, well, over the past few months I have found myself right back at that place. Primarily because all I have is time now with my days filled with rearranging bed and body pillows to stay comfortable. Hopefully, I’ll be released in a few weeks but for now I’m following the doctors orders so in a few months I’ll be able to meet the precious addition to our family.
The journey continues, this time mixed with a myriad of emotions, feelings and uncertainties. I have lost all ability to cry. I no longer sigh. I sit, wonder, pray, today I colored. Depression is trying to find an entry way but I’ve fought it with scripture, showers, good scents, clean bed linen.( Think I’ll order a new higher thread count) and meditation.
As I colored, I asked myself questions. What brings you peace, how do you cope best, what are proven methods? WRITING is a so cathartic for me. It’s an outlet. It comes up and out, then I exhale. So….. I decided to pick this blog back up. Go inward, go deeper and flush out this season through my fingers. See what we all discover as I uncover the locked crevices in my heart, mind and psyche. I’m expecting great discoveries on this quest.
Thus……the journey continues….. Through Gewanda’s Eyes.